happy index
(part nine)


the kohi will close tonight at:

6

the ugly:

n/a

the bad:

wow. i just thought yesterday's run sucked. well, today sucked even harder. the combination of the heat, the humidity and it being the back end of a back-to-back killed me. for the second consecutive day, too, i picked a flat course. it didn't matter. by the end of our close to four miles, i was done. d. o. n. e. done. i never want to run again ('til friday).

sarah's gone. tonight should've been the easiest of the four to get through. most of it was at church anyway. around bedtime, it hit caroline that mommy wouldn't be tucking her in, and she lost it. cried on the way to the potty. cried on the potty. almost drowned herself brushing her teeth because she was crying. cried through the bedtime story. cried herself to sleep. hannah made herself cry after she got off the phone with sarah. lotsa tears. sad, sad tears.

the good:

work was pretty good today. not the usual day after an off day hangover and the time went by fast enough. it's funny. i don't know that i could ever honestly tell you that i wasn't productive each day i am in the store. that's not how i roll. some days just get along faster than others. today got along.

a little less worrying.

the girls are in bed.